Our
first speaker at The Cove was Dr. Charles Price, senior pastor of The Peoples
Church in Toronto, Ontario, Canada. His weekly television program, Living
Truth, is broadcast across the United States, Canada, and more than 60 other
countries throughout the world.
These are my prayerful considerations from Dr.
Price’s first lecture.
“Test yourself to see if you are in the
faith. Examine yourselves. Or do you
yourselves not recognize that Jesus Christ is in you?—unless you fail the test.” 2 Corinthians 13:5
Dr.
Price opened up our first session at The Cove with this scripture. Before
arriving, I had prayed for a word or scripture to embolden me in my faith. Dr.
Price slammed me with this verse. Test yourself. Examine yourself. The words
stung and pierced. Was I a true believer? Was I a follower who was Christ
centered? Did my actions represent who I am in Christ?
Ian
Thomas stated, “To so many people, the Lord is in danger of being no more than
a patron saint of our systematic theology instead of the Christ Who is our
life.”
I
want Jesus to be my life, my hero. I want others to see Jesus in me.
Test
yourself.
No
one can tell me if I’m a born again child of God. It’s the inner witness of the
Spirit that shows me this. It’s only been in the last few years that I realized
I had to die to myself to make room for Jesus. The whole concept seems
insurmountable. Die to self? We aren’t programmed to do this. Our sinful nature
wants to be fulfilled in ways that are not Christ-like. Our culture teaches us
to live life to the fullest and please ourselves. Nothing we see suggests we
should die to self.
So
how do I die to self?
I
become less so He can become more. The things of the world become less
attractive to me. I begin to see truth in places where I once saw lies as
acceptable. Once I began to see the startling difference, it was exhilarating
and terrifying because I had to admit that the things that used to be
impressive and flattering weren’t. Then I had to say “no” and disappoint people
who didn’t understand that I’d changed. If I thought it was hard to change, it
was harder to hear others tell me they liked me better before “the Jesus
thing”.
“Those
who obey His commands live in Him, and He in them. And this is how we know that
He lives in us: We know it by the Spirit He gave us.” (1John 3:24)
Jesus
lives in us by the indwelling Spirit of God.
Examine
yourself to see if you are becoming more Christ-like.
1.
Are you hungry to know more about Jesus? The Holy Spirit resides in us. His
work is Christ centered. When we begin to draw closer to Jesus, the Holy Spirit
creates an appetite in us for Christ. The more we learn about Jesus, the more we
desire to live like Him. As we grow closer to God our relationship deepens.
Paul said, “I want to know Christ and experience the mighty power that raised
him from the dead. I want to suffer with him, sharing in his death.”
The
process to grow Christ-like is an ongoing process like any other relationship
that is worth having and important to us.
2.
Do you hunger to be more like Christ? Qualities of Jesus are found in Galatians
5:22. “The fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness,
goodness, faith, gentleness, and self-control. Against such things there is no
law.”
As
I read these attributes, I checked off quite a few. Then I got to the one on self-control.
A wall rose to great heights like a perpetual stumbling block. Here comes the
battle between the spirit and self. I reread the attributes again. Patience
struck a sour note. I haven’t been patient lately. I profess I’m tired, but
isn’t that part of the self-control? Jesus, I’m in need of an overhaul!!!
What
I realized was the fruit of the Spirit is not like picking a bouquet of flowers
and inhaling their beautiful aromas. Fruit is to be eaten. I have to consume
the fruit to squelch my hunger, to be more Christ-like so I can feed fruit to
others.
Being
like Jesus is not a trip to the fair. It’s more like going into the projects,
or sitting with the homeless, the outcasts, and the misfits. It means denying
self and not saying what we’d like to say in the midst of being tired, but
refraining and reflecting on the situation and circumstance before speaking. To
recognize that thrusting out bitter words is caustic, but when we purpose
ourselves to act in love the outcome is usually quite different. This is so
hard. Can I repeat this? It’s hard to push our feelings to the back, but when
we remember the Holy Spirit resides in us as our Counselor then we are more apt
to pause before acting.
3.
Are you hungry to serve like Jesus? This is one I can answer with a definite
“yes”. I am hungry to serve. I search for avenues to be Jesus’ hands, feet, and
eyes. I’m hoping this blog will be another ministry for me. There are so many
ways to serve and so many needs to fill. As you grow closer in your
relationship with Jesus, He will guide you to serve in capacities and areas you
could never have envisioned.
But
I want to serve knowing I am using the fruit of the Spirit spontaneously in my
home and on the ministry field. If I can’t be the wife, mother, and Nana I need
to be, I may not be the servant I need to be. If I’m not in God’s Word, I may
not be the witness He needs me to be. Daniel said he resolved not to defile
himself. Resolve is self-control. I’ve got a lot of work to do!!
Test
and examine yourself.
Do
you recognize Jesus is in you? You might not until you fail the test.
Session 2 of the session from The Cove will broaden
our understanding on how we can live in the fullness of Christ.
God
bless you!
